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Posted on February 11th, 2009 at 11:42pm

I’ve been so fired up for a good post about juicy topics all day long, yet somehow when I sit in front of this computer it all goes wooshing out of my head. Let’s see if I can’t recapture some of that fire.

I woke up to a bit of a slap in the face. In the very same blog post where 6am continues to berate me for implying that she jumps from boy to boy, she talks about how happy she is that she’s now dating someone new. The same bloody post.

I’m sorry, but I’m just done. It’s tragic. It honestly is. Her and I have a past that goes back farther than most of my best friends of today. But these past few conversations have just been over-the-top ridiculous. I’ve tried to hold the peace for as long as I can, and I’m just realizing now that I can’t do it anymore. I think the bigger realization is, actually, that I don’t want to do it anymore. I don’t need this craziness in my life.

Somewhere along the lines we fell off the same page that we had so long been on. Now, it feels like we’re reading out of different books.

So… yeah.

I’m trying to think of something else to put in this post so it’s not just… this, but nothing is coming to mind. So, I suppose… that’s it.

I am sorry.

Goodnight Moon.
Goodbye, Starlight.